spinning wheel

i hate sundays. and i'm particularly annoyed with last night.

it's 11:15am and i'm bored. i've already watched a movie this morning and caught up on all my reading. what else am i to do today?? i have to meet the trainer at noon and i think i'm breaking up with her. i'm just not impressed and i get frustrated and pissed off. i guess i'll go back in to work and try and do some things. i'd go see a movie, but not sure if the times work for me. i have a 40% off coupon at borders so maybe i'll head over there and see what i can buy to give me a thrill for about 4.987 seconds. then what? i've already seen a movie in the theater this weekend - friday night i went to see chloe. not a bad flick. i guess i have 2 netflixes i need to watch. i'll probably try to go rollerblading. we'll see. maybe i'll go to a coffee shop and read a book or work on my german. but even that sounds boring. bleh.

so last night around 2:30am i woke up. i was annoyed because i had taken 2 tylenol pms since i could sleep in today. i fell back asleep only to be awoken at 4am by the freakiest thing. someone was walking around the hotel pounding on doors. but it wasn't a knock. it was like with the palm of his/her hand. bam, bam bam. bam bam, bam bam. when it first woke me up, it was far away - at the end of the building. but it grew closer and i could hear people above me get up and walk around. i don't think they opened their door. i laid in bed terrified that someone would figure out i was in this room. i didn't move because the bed is kind of creaky. i didnt want to check the time on my computer afraid the blue light would shine through the door and he/she would figure out that i was in here. i willed myself to go back to sleep but wasn't sure if i would be able to because i usually fall asleep with some sort of noise on - tv, radio or computer playing something. and i didn't want to do that because i didnt want to be found out. after about a half hour i think i fell back asleep and then woke up after 8 this morning.

and, of course, now that the sun is shining, this place seems totally normal and without fright. i ignore the sketchy people who come and go. i haven't seen any one person enough to think that he or she is living here (like me). which is really depressing now that i think about it. who would live here?? no one. except me. this is not ideal. maybe after i do the dishes today (woo hoo! something to do today - bleh) i'll take some pictures and post them for your enjoyment. it most certainly should make you feel better about whatever your current station in life is.

i don't even have anything fun to add to this today. there was nothing interesting to read about.

maybe going to a movie is the best idea. what movie do you suggest i see? here are some i might see:
creation - not really interested in seeing, BUT i bought a movie pass for this theater and this is the only movie that they are currently showing that i am even slightly interested in seeing. and i have 5 movies to use up at this theater before i leave
greenberg - looks good and its at my favorite theater, tower theater, but is it going to be sad??
a prophet - also at tower theater, and in french, but it looks super dark
alice in wonderland - def want to see, but am i in the mood? and do i see it in 3d or not?
brooklyn's finest - no idea if this is good or not - havent heard anything about it but i like richard gere and don cheadle
hot tub time machine (??) - this could be extremely funny or totally horrible. do i dare waste the money?
shutter island - def want to see but am i in the mood for scary by myself?
the bounty hunter - again, this is probably horrible, but sometime i like seeing horrible movies just so i have something else to direct anger at.

what do you suggest?

[spinning wheel by blood sweat and tears chosen because i feel like i'm just going to be spinning my wheels today.]